12.29.2010

Prologue

"A human's love to himself is the most honest and true love."


PROLOGUE



There are so many things I love in this world.
I love books. I love good movies. I love food. I love my car, my house, my career, all the material things the world offers. Just like the others, I also love my parents, my brother and sister, my family and friends. I love so many things.
But no one, nothing in this world, that I can love more than I love my self. Me, myself, my very own self, is the person I love the most in this whole world.
The love that I feel to myself maybe disgusting and annoying for some people. Some people think that I'm very egoist, self-centerednarcissistic, megalomaniac. Sometimes people are just sick of me. But me my self, think that it is instead the most rational and logical.
Actually, I don't even believe, that people those love others more then themselves, exist. People sometimes say that they can not live without their parents, their children, their friends, their dogs, their belongings, and the most are, their lovers. But in fact, when they lost their parents, children, lovers, belongings, and everything, they are still alive.
I would just say that I can not live without one thing: my self.
Because when I die, I die. Off course I won't be alive when I die!
Yeah. That is how I love my self. In my heart I have no more space to love a soul mate, because half of it is already full with my love to people around me and all those material things, and in the other half, it's already full with my love to my self. Well, maybe I even gave more than a half for my self.
Love.
I am so full of love. Love rules all the aspects of my life. Whatever I do, I'm doing it for the one I really love. The one I love, is the one that I put in my highest priority in this world. And, as I already told you, the one I really love is my self. That is why I'm doing everything for my self.
To make my self happy.
To give the best...
To my self.